Restored 4eva

Okay.... Whats next

2009-04-06T23:24:00.000-07:00

Due to the fact that I practically do not have a proper Internet environment, my post will not be consist ant and therefore will become into what is called outdated... so it will be all words... bear with it.

I'm going to start out with the past.... around a year ago, I had a 1 day dog.

(I do not have any picture, of it now... but imagine it as a mix breed puppy, with short yellow/gold fur... and eyes that no dog lover can resist)

Her name is Terry.... only knew it was a her later....

Anyways, it started with me, my dad and bro.... we love dogs, and have a liking for them... but there was the woman of the house who really despise dogs, my mom. She really did felt uneasy with dogs.

as I quote
" Dogs are dirty, and leaves fur everywhere, and they shit in places... and... and... Haiya they are really dirty"

So then how were we able to achieve this incredible feat.... well I was not there when it happen but what I heard was that one day while my mom and dad was at home, this puppy appeared while my mom was drying the clothes, and so she asked my dad to shu it away. So my dad came out and try to push it out of the house, but every time when its out it comes back going under the gate and coming in the house not willing to give up.

When my dad saw this, he went and try to convince to woman to let the dog stay.... and with great surprise, my mother allow the dog to stay.

And when I reach home... I thought my brother was joking with me when he said that we have a dog.

But as I enter into the house and saw this cute dog running to me, I felt my heart melt, as I saw something that I thought would never come.

Haahaha.... if you want to know what happen next with the 1 day dog... then stay tune to the future episodes... title 1 day dog part 2... cya

New Found Meaning

2009-03-10T22:15:00.000-07:00

Remember bout my favourite verse Galations 2:20 i had on my blog: well I nvr knew how important that verse was... or how not likely this verse should be taken, because I've found such profoundness in that verse, so many times I have taken it lightly but in truth, it should be spoken with respect and upholding Glory to God.... because

"For I have been crucified with Christ, and it is no longer I who live but Christ live in me. And the life I now live, I live by faith in the son of God who love me and gave Himself for me"

"For I have been crucified with Christ..." - when Paul said this to the Galations, he was saying that he had lost everything.. cox when Christ was crucified, he was not just killed, He lost the 1 and oni thing tat matters,....God.... which means Paul is saying that he have lost everything that holds dear to him.

"...and it is no longer I who live but Christ live in me..." - but he lost everything in order to gain Christ in him.... I mean are we able to lose all in order to have Christ, and this took years to gain for Paul, for him to be able to speak this is something.

"...And the life I now live, I live by faith in the son of God who love me and gave Himself for me" - and so therefore Paul live in a life that he have nothing but Christ therefore Christ is the pinacle of his survival, Christ is his master therefore as his master will give him what he needs in order to survive because the master loves the servant.

Therefore 1 of my life purpose to be able to say that verse out and know that it is applying in my life, that there nothing that holds dear to me accept the master, Father, and Lord.

Thank you

My Undoing

2009-03-09T23:16:00.001-07:00

In a word many things many thing hav happen to me in so many ways, well mayb cox I've not been active enough in this blog i mean, it has been 1 year since d last time I log unto this piece of method.... or way to express my feeling to people I do not know. So this is my undoing.

There's so many things that happen to me in a nutshell:

1) Out of school

2) Holday for such a long time ... losing my priorities in life

3) Losing a 1 day dog to a car adcident..... in remembrance to Terry, my 1 day mix female puppy..... sad moment when I realize the thing that I wanted since young just gone like that in an unfair moment. Well atleast it was happy and full when she left. Still sad.

4) I went into work for the company name JTM, whoose client is UNICEF... which I was a fundraiser for, I'm happy Ii took the job, it change me to become some1 different from before, since then I hav a new gain confidence to take control of the situation.

5) And also I hav also gain a new found purpose in God, new priorities to gain.

Upcoming post will come in time, I want this post to be the start of something, not the end of everything.

I just want to take this chance to thank the few people to start back my blog even it have been long overdue...but hey thanks.

Michelle, Deniece, Andrea, Eddie, Ann Pang and the rest of the people who remind me of my dead blog. Thanks.

Before I end it, again I want to put this in remembrance of Terry, my one day dog.

My Unveiling

2008-01-31T04:45:00.000-08:00

Lol I'm going to unveil something

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You guys may hav seen it b4 or wateva, i just wan to blog bout it, so not trying to show of incase ANYONE of u might think lols. So please do not take this as a way for me to announce my credibility.. I just want to share with my friends and people what i can do and bless those who can be bless in what I do.... here goes alrite

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"Lets start form the very beginning, a very good place to start.." I forgot from what movie but its memorable lols....

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... first one came when I was looking at my old pics when I drawn arms and hand to imitate what this drawing guide was teaching... basically this is the turn up

And I saw it ... and it was good...indeed..

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So I went and pratice more and more... with the same posture and different position... result

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which seems bad and good, from here i got the basics and was constantly upgrading... practice makes perfect I guess.... then we have

Many again trial and error... oh ya this is done in church during and after holy communion time ... hehe

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And then my interest went more than just hands I wanted more so ... I ask around and check websites for human anatomy drawing techniques.... then i found this

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http://www.bakaneko.com/howto/figure/anatomy2/index.html

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... and also thanks to Joyce lend me her drawing book also hehe...

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and this became the result

this i my first try... not much but as I practice.....

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but still not satisfied it was to perfect... the spine was too straight , usually the back bone slants to give that right posture...

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Phew.. keep cool.. anyways I up my courage a little to draw

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Yes I draw Jesus... but yet it still end up a little out of proportion.. the loin cloth should be abit more higher hehe

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Oh ya then I went back to drawing hands as usual and it was still good....

alrite so I continue my sketching with other roles of the body than just standing around (practicing) like.....

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then

by DENIECE ahhhh aka bubu..

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a moment of sadness please as we remember this day as a lost of a 50cent page....

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.....Alrite and lastly my latest work that I am proud of, quite good..... INDEED

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Alite I'm done for now... catch next time as more comes.. I hope

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"Thats all folks, na na na ...." by Warner Brothers iconic moment when the Pig comes out and end the show

2008 Here comes the Change

2008-01-20T23:09:00.000-08:00

Hold on to something people... gonna be bumpy... Too long have it been since I last update this blog... where should I start... much have happen since my last blog, Holiday, Fellowship, Christmas, New Year (Bukit Cahaya), unveiling of CSZ & SSZ..... good times indeed.

After my hols now, my sem have started again, and the greatest thing that took place is
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I got 4.0 GPA flat... Woo Hoo.... woo hoo...woo hoo...woo hoo....woo hoo............woo hoo
good achievement for a slacker like me.

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...Must change indeed

Now I am going to start and end this year with this verse,

Galatians 2:20 "I have been crucified with Christ, it is no longer I who live but Christ live in me, and the live which i now live in the flesh, I live by faith in the Son of God who love me and gave Himself for me"

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This prayer speaks of surrendering, so that I will not lead this life and made human error but that I let God take the wheels and in the end I will live by faith and I do have faith in my God to provide...He

who gave Himself for me...

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hand in hand with

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1 Chronicles 4:10 And Jabez called upon the God of Israel "Oh, that you will bless me indeed, and enlarge my teritory, that Your hand would be with me, and that you would keep me away from evil, so that I may not cause pain." So God granted what he requested

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my blessing prayer.... Good start... Good start

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My Personal Vission for this year is

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That I live in Christ; and Christ in me, that I may live by faith in accordance to God's perfect view....

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"Lord i want to live a life, so close to You that my heartbeat lives in You, and Your heartbeat lives in me... For it is no longer I who live but Christ live in me... through word and prayer "

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And this my personal Goal

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SPIRITUAL

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Prayer pray and wait on the Lord daily (1/2 hour at least)

....and pray everytime I'm in TPM at 1.30pm

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Word pratice BICEPS in devotion

...read new testament at least by May

...One2One , memorize verse (to be well verse)

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Gospel be able to speak of Christ in campus and to strangers

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NON-SPIRITUAL

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Physical lose 10kg, objective to reach 85kg, through Gym, Daily running, Basketball, and Ultimate Frisbee

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Bonding with Youth Cg..and others

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Drawing better at sketching

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Academic score with flying colors

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Joshua 1:8 Do not let this book of the Law depart from your mouth

meditate on it day and night,

so that you may be careful to do everything in it,

Then you will be prosperous and successful

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...prosperous and successful... indeed

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Involvement in 2008

Kah Heng's CSZ group
Internship for YA
Sunday School
Logistics
and other

Let this be a good year indeed

Introduction of Rocky Ng

2007-12-02T20:38:00.000-08:00

Haha being a laid back and lazy person I got life easy for me... no challenges or adventures in life. This is my life, my testimony. Alrite I guess I shud start how I gave my life to Jesus.. well I guess I was a very sad lonely boy being of no friends around, keeping all my feelings to me, myself , and I. Even being so close to my brother Elroy, I never really let anything out to him.. that's the person I am quiet and conservative...even to the closest of friends. Even if it is my parents.

Hah....as funny as I was before, this is where life takes a twist I was 10-11 years old i guess when my bro kept going too church.. being curios and all I followed my bro to this church name Cheras EFC, nothing much to say about it except that IT CHANGE MY VIEW of what a church is. But nothing major ever happen..really. I was still lonely and had no real friends. Ya I had those that dun really care, so yeh I was lonely :). But thinking that I am a Christian adn all I went to a Christian Fellowship conference at SMK Cokraine. Over there when we worship this particular verse touch me so... the song is called "Here I am to Worship"

The bridge goes like this
" And I never know how much it caused, to see my sins upon the cross"
From here I saw my sins that flashes in me... the time I lied, the time I steal from my parents and the canteen... yes I was stealing snucking some 10s into my pocket, taking food from the canteen without paying until I got caught by the my parents and the cafeteria worker... funny indeed.

then this bridge comes up
"Call upon the name of the Lord and be saved"
I cried out to Jesus in my heart and wept with all my heart and I no longer felt lonely, I felt someone is watching me and embracing... that's when I know my God is there... One who chose a sad unpopular kid to be His children. And I know from then on I will never be lonely ever...and until now I was never proven wrong because my God reigns 4eva.

And so from that day on I was restored 4eva by my Lord Jesus Christ who came to died and saved me. What happen after that worship.. I accept Christ verbally in front one of the helpers which is from my church. I learn more about Jesus and became someone else, no more was I lonely and i gain friends in church and school... friends and true friends that I know that they are there when I needed them the most. Also the one that kept me on my feet before I accepted Christ was my brother even until now he is one of my oldest friend.

So anyone out there who is at the same state as I was, know this God wants you and he waits for you at the other end to embrace you to the very end....sounds corny I know but do you think he isn't waiting for the very moment for you to call upon the name of the Lord. Amen.